Ovarian Cancer...

"I am 52 and of relatively good health. A couple of years ago my menopause started and whilst I coped with the mood swings, hot flushes and sporadic periods the inability to sleep and distracted mind got too much and a year later I decided to seek support form the doctor who prescribed HRT.

I was concerned about the intermittent bleeding I had been having. She prescribed a different kind of HRT but also wanted me to have an internal scan of my womb and ovaries to check for fibroids or perhaps another problem. 

I wasn’t too worried about this and felt it was just routine procedure. Very soon after the internal scan started the radiologist seemed somewhat distracted and concerned. She asked me to get dressed and left me during this time. In about 5 minutes she returned holding an ominous envelope. She advised me that I needed to immediately go to my doctor to get some blood tests done to establish what might be the cause of a shadow she had seen on one of my ovaries. 

Of course I looked in the envelope to read all sorts of medical terms - the description read something like this: opaque lesion on left ovary, ovary obscured. Right ovary in tact, requires blood test CA125 (and a whole load of other numbers). Absolutely shaking I drove home to immediately search on the internet and find out more. I soon learnt that these were blood tests to determine the possibility of cancer. 

In the morning I went to the Doctor and with a grave face she told me that she was referring me to a specialist gynaecologist and oncologist. She explained that further investigations needed to be undertaken to determine why there was a lesion on my ovary. I could tell she was concerned and I said “you think it’s serious?” and she replied “well ovarian cancer can be particularly aggressive”.  By this time I was distressed and in tears. In the sanctuary of my own space I sobbed and sobbed in fear for myself and my 2 daughters one of whose father died when she was just 3 years old and the fear of me dying and her being left alone was unbearable.

Waiting for the results of the blood tests and my first appointment seemed a long way off. A couple of days later I called Lynsey, she is inspirational and has been a great assistance in helping me change negative beliefs and feel more at peace about life events through Theta healing. 

Lynsey saw me and we went through an exploratory process about my fears and what the cancer might mean for me. These included releasing feelings of resentment in relation to my parents and God. I can’t remember all the details of our conversation and the healing session but I do recall Lynsey explaining that cancer need not be feared in the traditional sense and it telling me I need to change something in my life. She asked for the Creator to transform the cancer. I felt calmer after our session and more prepared to take each day slowly with less fear and more positivism.

A few days later I got the results of my blood test back. Good news they levels were normal and not elevated. A few days later I had my first appointment with the specialist gynaecologist at Guys hospital. He gave me an internal, prodded around my womb and looked at the blood results. He explained that it was positive that the blood tests were OK and that the lesion was only on one side and that the blood flow to my womb seemed OK. 

However he was still concerned about the lesion. He explained that as it was opaque it was not a fibroid and could be cancerous but they wouldn’t know without further tests. He therefore wanted another scan undertaken by a specialist at King’s hospital. My heart sank, another wait, another couple of weeks. I wanted definitive answers and there seemed to be none. 

Finally the morning of the next appointment arrived. The consultant gynaecologist was very calm, professional, explained the procedure and began the internal scan. She took a while and I became a little worried because of the time she was taking. She then explained that she couldn’t find anything abnormal on my ovaries or in my womb. She said she didn’t know but was absolutely sure there was no lesion on my ovary. I suppose I thought there might have been a mistake by the first radiologist but also had a feeling that Lynsey might have helped. However she wanted me to return to the gynaecologist at Guys for a final appointment

I felt so relieved and thought back about what Lynsey had said about something needing to change. I knew I needed to let go of lots of past experiences and that not letting go of my past would make my future negatively stuck. 

The next appointment came fairly quickly. He wanted to do another internal examination and to take a further blood test for checks for endometriosis on the womb lining. I was concerned and very tense but had my sister with me who held my hand. 

On examining me he seemed shocked. He said he could see something very strange at the end of my coil. It was a large black lump; he didn’t know what it was and had never seen anything like it before. He said he would have to remove the coil as he was concerned about the lump. I agreed to this and it was a little painful but a few moments later he held up my coil with a globe like black lump a little larger than a marble clinging to the string of my coil. He didn’t know what it was other than collected blood but he looked surprised and a little bewildered as he had not experienced this before.  

I then felt relieved and knew that whatever had been in my body had indeed been transformed by the healing I received from Lynsey and this was what was left and I had now let go of it. Because I was somewhat shaky by this time the doctor decided not to undertake any further tests and was satisfied that no further tests or appointments were needed.

I now was able to telephone Lynsey as I knew it was over. I excitedly told her about the discovered now removed lump and we agreed that this was the debris of the cancer. I can’t tell for certain what happened but I do know it was unusual and I do know that after our healing session I felt better and more hopeful that something would be transformed. 

I believe the large bead like substance on the string of my coil was the transformed matter that wanted to leave my body. I also know that Lynsey is an amazing healer and that she played a huge part in helping me through this experience and healing something that might have grown to serious consequences for my health."

C - 2010
London